busy.

looooooooooong time din update my blog.i'm pretty busy this few days.
hmmm..gonna forget wat i did in this few days dy @@
i wait for a long time,and finally dear is coming back to me on Thursday.when he told me he gonna come back i was so tired and sleepy one.but i canot slp.He keep call me slp but i really canot fall asleep.I text him that i canot slp and he replied me and said he know.I ask him why,he said coz he is coming back..so i excited till canot slp.LOL..bt it's true lar.. (≧◡≦)
We surpose back home early coz thought want go make passport.But finally mum not free..so that we just stay at hum.hmmph~
play badminton with dear at evening..LOL..i'm kinda tired after that.But so happy with it.I love to spend my time with him. ❤❤
Have a gathering with shit gang on friday at MOON RIVER.We go to have a pray before we go gathering coz we like so unlucky recently.I said i wan eat pizza when we're at MOON RIVER.We want to call delivery,but we're too late.. :( Dear said he take me go pizza hut and buy.Weeeee..he treat me so good.^^ When we reached pizza hut,it aldy closed.ARRHHH~me and dear damn moody larr...hmmmp~After that we NG GAM YUEN..so that we go Burger King.ahaha..
After finished ate the burger,i play PS2 with dear.I keep look at dear after i lose and he said he will let me~hahas XP
After that brother and his frens back home,the bought some DVD back too.Me and dear choose jor CHUCKY[i dunno wat the movie's name,jst know that doll call chucky] and back room to watch it.It damn scary and Dear know me scare..so that we change to SCARY MOVIE.It damn funny and make us keep laugh.ahaha...

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Go take my jusco voucher at Greentown on Saturday.After that go JJ with my darling.I want to buy a present for my sweetie Hyan for her b.day and buy something for darling.We go S&J to see present and Hyan and Apple was in S&J too.I canot see them there coz i'm concentrate to the keychain.I heard someone say hello to me suddenly and I look at her.That's Apple. Hyan hit me from back when i'm talking with Apple.LOL..i was get shock coz i really din see dou them at all. ==
Me and dear gar gar walk to other place coz dunwan let Hyan know we buy present for her.We go supermarket there and bought some drinks.We back to S&J again and i choose present for Hyan.Hmmmph..take a long time to choose the present and my dear was so tired there...heartache alot ><
Finally we can back and dear dunwan buy his things dy coz he so tired.

SKIPPPP~

Have a gathering with all my beloved at nite.We want to give a surprise to Hyan.We want to celebrate her b.day for her coz we can't beside her when she b.day.Dear come my home and tot wan wait Zhun come fetch us.Zhun said he might be late,so that we go by ourself.It was raining and we have an accident again.Owrhh~second time.I'm get shock again TT
Dear go chat with that ppl and try to settle it.I waiting dear in the car and text Carmen to told her i'll be late.We back dear's home and call Zhun come fetch us.It was so lucky that dear not drive till very very fast.If not maybe i canot attend to the gathering.I feel got bit dizzy after the accident T^T

SKIPPPP~

Finally,we reached the place where we gathering.We standing at outside there coz nid wait for milky.We take the cake and walk into the cafe.Unluckily,we let Hyan see dou jor ><
But she's still feel touched.ahaaa~keep chatting with them.I'm so enjoy it :)
back home at 12.30++ Wow~Barroom SINGLE NITE that day.Many ppl there.Anyway,i'm not so interest to club without my dear and all ji mui. :)


ps:/sometimes...an argument can make us more understand,more care and more love each other.We getting closer and closer. we belong to each other.ILY.<3

random.

Attended cousin's wedding dinner at last sat.They back from australia.Long time no see them and i forget what they look like,coz they move to australia when i'm still a little gal.i outing with dear and back home late dy.it jst left half an hour for me to prepare =x
Damn many ppl marry this few days.hmmph..when only my turn?LOL

dear is addicted to play PS2 with sis and my little cousin.Always back home so late becoz of it.LOL..anyway..thx a lot coz he always stay beside me.

Sunday,a day he nid to leave me again.as usual,i didn't cry at all..even got feel like wanna drop my tears when he say bye to me.Hope can see him soon.really need him so much.sighh.

Learn to drive car today.it damn scary for me.That uncle called me drive myself when he reached my home.LOL..i'm first time drive leh.luckily nothing happen on da road.If not i can go paradise dy :O
He teach me drive to the way when test.hmmm..i feel damn easy geh.But dunno when test i can handle it anot..God Bless me.
back to the place where learn car to learn parking.that uncle call me do it myself after few times.LOL..again..i cnt memorise those things larr..stupid me.
i'm gonna bump against the pillar.God Man.i can't think anything that time.My mind is blank.hmmmm><
Wed need learn again..damn scare.hope everything fine.

I hope those ppl i love can safety and happy forever.Please,nightmare far away from me.Dun disturb my life and dun disturb those ppl i love.

trouble.

wed,might be a happy day for me.Dear is cuming back coz class on fri cancelled dy.He can acc me more.
But..smtg happened in my family.i can't predict that it'll happened to me.God..what should i do?I'm freaking confused.I dunno what shud i do and wat can i do.I'm gonna crash coz of it.
I'm appreciate that my dear is stay with me and help me so much.he calm me down and i feel more secure when he is beside me.He just like a part of my family.I know i couldn't lose him,coz i used to be with him dy.
Well..is that money is important than happy/family?The answer will be NO for me.You'll be understand if u have the same trouble with me.Money can help many ppl,but it can impair too.Many things will become different after u rich.Dun jealous those rich ppl , coz they had to face those problem that u doesn't need to face.

I just need a happy and steady family.I love my family damn much.

the way we communicate :)

Out with carmen and mr.wong yesterday.we go watch movie gether.We watch Ice Kacang Puppy Love.LOL..i noe we so outdated..now only go see..there're jst few ppl in da cinema.==
We go sing K before watch movie.Meet Alice,Sabrina,Yin san and their fren there.
We take photo in da toilet before leave.Used many time to take photo.LOL.

3 of us❤


me and carmen❤


me and alice❤


carmen and alice❤

time past so fast when outing.wuhoo..frens..i love u guys :)


Dear's class end so early today.weeee..he can acc me^^
Actually i'm planning to go kampar on Wed.I ask my bro wheather when he free and take me go there.He said Thurs he no class,so that day only take me there.I tell dear bout that.Dear call me dunwan go dy..coz he still have class at Fri..we have no much time gether,so i better stay at ipoh and wait him back.Hmmm..i damn moody after he call me dun go.I get mad at him. Hyan said she Fri no class,so can back ipoh at Thurs,so i decided dunwan go dy...after that dear call me guai guai wait him back.I said i dunwan wait him,i wan wait Hyan.And i said i wan Tolak his Markah.Then we start to chat bout tolak and tambah markah for whole day.he ask me wheather got Bonus anot and he dunwan fail.ahaha...my dear so cuteeeee one larr XP He make me angry him at nite.I said wan tolak markah..he said canot tolak,want tambah..but i said tak boleh..haha :D
Anyway..tis is the way we comumunicate and i feel like tis is better than angry him or argue with him.we getting crazy and crazy when together.
Thx for ur sweeeeet msg before i slp.ILY :)

Friday coming soon..YEAH~~waiting for u,darling❤

second time.

15 May

nothing special in da morning.out with dear at 6pm.he come fetch me after fetch his little sister.spend my time with him again :)
mok call us yam cha at nite.METRO again..Kok is appear with joyce suddenly.^^ Joyce sure very happy larr..coz she miss kok like hell. :)
we're going back home so early that nite..actually i wan go pologround,but it so dangerous coz jst me and dear,so we didn't go dy T^T
Dear's phone and wallet left in my bag..hmmm..luckily still can msn.Dear acc me till 4am++..He said want buy smtg for me.i'm very happy with it but i dunwan waste dear geh money.When u work u must give me all of ur salary ya^^
I'll wait for ur car as our anniversary present :) hehee

16 May

text dear after i woke up.He came to take his phone and wallet before i attend for my Eng Class.He told me his dad called his bring me to have breakfast with them.Hmmm..i hate my eng class larrr~~i wan eat breakfast with dear arr ><

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out with dear after i back from my class.we having our lunch gether.After that i help him check his luggage..keep ask him still got wad haven keep.Hmmm..feel got a bit ng seh dak when hugging him :( but it's okay to me,maybe tis is the 2nd time he leave me..so i din cry at all.^^

hmm..very miss him in rainy day.i always sang a song to him when we're gether.Dear arr..i know u oso miss me much..haha..so ngam larr :D
Damn heartache when u told me u're alone there..hope can be there with u.Take care urself ya..Drink more water.
You're the one i need.I aldy tattoo ur name in my heart.米修❤

sweet day :)

weee..today have a very very very sweet and happy day with darling^^
we need to fetch dear's sis and bro back from skul today,so need wake up early.That sui dear slp till late dyy..hmmm..my zhan zhu lai cha mou jor larrr :( suen lerr..forgive dear ler..coz can with him i aldy feel satisfy. :) i realise that dear yun loi so GAN one.hahaha..coz he did jor smtg when fetch his sis and bro XP
we have our lunch with his family.chat many things at car gether and laugh till non stop :D
dear's mum said jor smtg and make me feel so dizzy..allah~ @@

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we go police station after that..coz dear's bro lost his wallet,need go report..Hmm..1st time entered police station,din feel any afraid..maybe i din did wrong and dear is there with me :) damn hot inside the police station...really got a bit beh tahan == lol..duno got open air-con anot geh.We wait for so loooong and finally gao dim dy^^
Dear said feel wanna eat sushi suddenly.We sent his bro home and go to JJ.weeeee :D
dear ask me if let me choose i'll choose sushi or steamboat..and i ans him i'll choose sushi,coz i really love it crazily.Then he ask me feel what would he choose,i ans him got sushi geh steamboat XP he said he'll choose sushi too after that.wow..i found my sushi kaki dy..ahaha.. :D
take photo after we finished.

me + dear


weeee :P



we go walk around after that.keep chat many things and we keep laugh and laugh.
ahahaha..i sot dyy and actually dear unhappy with smtg,but he see me laugh like this he oso laugh dy.Yeah =D
i like to laugh with dear.i like to see he laugh too..coz he jst will lost control when with me :))
feel more and more close with dear now.yea..i hope we can keep like this till the end.
hmmm..will u feel bored with me if i always say imy or ily?I know u won't..ahaha..tat's y i always say it to u.lalala XP
thx u for tolerate with me,i can feel that u try to more care me.Remember wat u told me yesterday.I feel dun wanna let u go again :( I need u so muchh larrr......but i'll try to be more independent.I'll try to listen to u,dun let u worry. :)
Last,i heart u and thx for everythings u gave me.❤

simple post

hmmm..few days din update again..
there have many things happened this few days..happy and unhappy~
dear back from kampar there at tuesday..i'm freaking happy..i miss him muchh...Hyan back at tat day too...wuhooo :) i tot wan go pm with dear geh..but so late dy :( but it's okay..he beside me aldy enuff dy^^hug him tite tite when meet him..coz really miss him lottt.. :)

have a big problem with dear at the next day.it make both of us very suffer and moody.i tot i'll lose him this time.but luckily...we both oso NG SEH DAK each other..hmmm..moody for whole day and finally we sweet back before we slp.. :)

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text him after i awoke..hehee..then meet him at afternoon ^^ Nite have gathering with frens..but dear's parents call us go dinner with them :( hmmm..feel got a bit ng seh dak go..coz got many things wanna blah with them.I'm sorry guys..especially Hyan.Left her alone there. ><
Very GAN JIONG when eat with dear's parents..they ask me many things and make me feel so shy.But i'm very happy coz they treat me as a part of their family member gam. :))

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after argue with dear yesterday,we like more close dy..Keep laugh and laugh gether..yea..i love it muchh.Dear text me and told me smtg when i'm buying things with his sis.Sooooo sweet and plz dun forget what u said arr..if not bengg u gah XP
Chat many things with dear today.He ask me:"dear,u know..we're champion before we come to this world." XP damn funny larrr..and i canot forget it.heheeee.
hmm..time to slp..weeee..i love ur hug,dear.U're my only husband.

dear sang this for me today.touchh.i heart u dear❤

1st day without you.

hmmm..i'm so sad tis morning.coz i promised dear will shopping with him before he leave..but last nite i slp at 6am..i can't wake in the morning..and when i text dear he said next week only shopping with me..i'm very very regret tat time and heartache so muchh. ><
Dear come find me awhile before he go kampar..we chat for awhile and i gave him a hug before he leave.i try my best to control my tears,coz dear said he dunwan see me cry and finally i did it :)
after he leave i have cry for awhile coz really can't used with it.but after that i'm okay dy.
dear text me after he reach.He said he hope me there and hlp him keep his things..weeeeee..
He said he like his new room much and his roommate was so frendly..hmm..i'm glad to heard that.coz i really worry he can't used with it. :)

Hyan has trouble bout her room..lolz..pity her..hmm..luckily now settle jor jek =D
i'm gonna miss u muchh lar sui porr..wait for ur starbucks coffee arr XP
rmb find my dear if have any problem.gud luck to u❤


darling arrr..really miss u muchh muchh lar..but i'll be fine.dun worry me..enjoy ur new llife.i trust u and waiting for ur ring.heart you :)

life

many days din update my blog.damn lazyy man.
nothing special tis few days.i spend my time with my dearest tis few days..coz he gonna leave me.
time past so fast.i hope i can get a TIME MACHINE to stop the time.i really unwilling apart with him and my precious frens.how can i get it?i really need it. :'(
i miss the time gathering with my gang and my close frens too.we cannot meet always dy..i'm gonna miss u all muchh muchh.sighh.

DEAR,
u really gonna leave me after few hours.i dunno how to describe my feeling now.all the memories of us flashing back now.i care u so much,i really do.i'm sorry coz can't control my tears drop front of u.i know u heartache alot.i know u care me much too even u din say it out.Sometimes..i hope i can be more selfish and do smtg let u stay beside me.but i'm failed.Ur happiness is more important.I want see u smile.I like to laugh with u.You're the 1st person who really changed me.I know u very worry bout me.I promise i will always take care myself.I'll learn to be more independent when u're not here.I dunwan u always worry bout me and make u cannot concentrate on study.I'll try my best to control my tears.I'll try my best to not always make u sad and i'll be more mature.I should happy coz u'll back every weekend.I'll listen to u always.I'll tell u everythings of mine everyday..so that u can know everythings of mine :) You let me feel i'm a part of ur family.What u told me before i'll re keep in my mind. I'll learn how to cook and will cook nice food for u^^ I dunno wad can i say else..coz really many things wanna tell u.Wad i wanna let u know right now..i'm not ur gf but ur fiancee.I'll wait u back.I trust u with all my heart.You in my heart always.I'll miss u every moment.I heart u deeply,Tan Kah Weng❤


Hyan leong,
gal,we know each other around 8 years dy.we same class since we're standard 4.1st time not go skul gether.i miss the time when we're always gether.Even many things happened between us..but i'm still appreciate we're best frens.Thx u for always beside me when i'm in trouble.Enjoy ur college life..take care urself..i'll miss you always❤


start my new life soon.Hope everything will be fine :)

the late post :)

30th April

very happy today,coz i'm going pc fair and looking for my new babyy.
wee..go with hyan,mok,joyce and kok.Dear need go kampar to find his new room so din go pc fair with us.=[ we go eat breakfast before we go pc fair.dear call me when we going eat breakfast,he say he coming back to ipoh but he din go pc fair.

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there have no much ppl today..yeah~i like it.no need so hot XD
me and hyan seaching for our DELL and finally we found it.^^but.............hyan get her flavorite purple colour,and my white colour is out of stock..TT damn disappoint lar me.hmmmm..

that sales gal tell me that white colour is damn nice but it will change to yellow colour after a long time.i think for so loooong and i text dear and tell him bout white colour is out of stock and dunno want how.dear say he come find me..weee..he make me smile when i'm so down.
hmm..i decided to choose black colour before dear reach..i need do a decision in a short time coz i scare black colour will out of stock too.i'm sry dear,coz i din wait u come.=[

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walk around with dear and them.bought a LV skin for my DELL babyy^^recently damn like LV.lolz..sei lorrr~no much money to buy it lar =[

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damn sad after back home,coz my internet got problem..i cnt use it.wuwuwu...suen lar.go dear's home at nite,coz need him hlp me stick the skin for babyy.after that i use dear's broadband to log in FB awhile.we use the webcam to take photo too...weee..smthing happened and we laugh till cnt stop.hehes,tat's a secret between me and dear XD after that back home and text with dear till 3am++..thx for alwiz acc me till so late and i heart u muchh❤

1st May

wow..time past so fast..today was the 1st day of may.dear's gonna leave after few days.i'm freakinq NG SEH DAK him.we meet everyday and stick together always since we gether.OMG..i'll be crazy if i can't meet him for 4 days.even we jst couple,but we like aldy together so looong.we know each other so much and will know wat the other 1's thinking even we din say out.I rmb tat when we're still in genting,we stand at the man-made river which in indoor one together,we both also need a coin to make a wish.he din tell me bout it but i aldy gave him a coin.it's so amazing rite?We have a same wish too.OMG.i've never meet a guy tat know me so much like him.he is the 1st and he'll be LAST.izit too early to say he is the last?NO,i dun think so.i'm clearly know wat's on my mind.i'll try my best to hold the relationship between us.
Dear,u said that u'll giv me a steady and warm family in future.i trust u and i'll wait u back.i'll miss u always and heart more with my every breathe.

BREEZE cafe with my gang at nite.din chat so muchh today,coz the problem of places..ishhh
No much time to let us gethering always , i miss the time when we're still skul so muchh..we meet everyday and chat from morning till noon..hmmm=[
anyway,i love u guys deep and miss u all always❤

2nd May

wake at 1pm++ today.dreamed of dear last nite.weee..since we gether i dream of him everyday.== but it so sweeet for me and him^^dear so pig lar..always wake so late,wan me wait him..bt i'm willing to wait him everyday XD
go dear's home after i bath..use his broadband again..weeee..have a lot of sweet memory today^^we laugh till cnt stop again.yea..i love him deeper and deeper..spend my whole day with him,and we hav dinner with frens at nite.

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having our dinner at 2plus1..lolz..steamboat again.but i'm enjoyed with it..today me and dear so free,coz they cook for us.hahas XP but suddenly rain when we're eating..ishhhh..so unlucky. we need to change to another place.it's freaking hot there and the rain stop after a moment.lolz..hmm..suen lar..we continue to eat ours food.^^

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i call dear look to the sky becoz there have stars.something flash back.tat's a secret for me and him :) many memories with him and he is fulled in my mind.hmmm...
take photo few photo before back.

we all❤


me and dear❤

2nd May

nothing special today.din meet dear for whole day..miss him muchh..somemore his phone got problem.canot text with me..i lie on the bed whlole day..miss him like hell =[
he call me act him fetch his sis back ..actually i want go 1..i aldy change my cloth..but i ask him after fetch his sis back we go where..he say fetch me home.hmmmmm....jst half and hour..how i tell mum i go where?then i tell him i dunwan go dy.and after that i cried.i dunno what i cried for..jst feel very down.sighhhh.
after that msn with him.dad call me out for dinner after that.i tell him i wan bring laptop along coz i wan chat with him,but he dunwan.i know he what he thinking,but i'm sure i'll bored like hell..that's y i wan bring laptop.we argue coz this.hmmmmm..sent him a photo to TAM him.i text him and call him on9 when i'm dinnering coz need to wait for the meal.He called me and tell me he at outside.Even he din say any sweet words but i aldy feel sweet^^

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finished my dinner and back home,i call him and tell him that i aldy balik rumah.he said he jst reach his grandparents there.hmmm..pity lar my dear.
he text me around 12am.weee..finally can text with him..miss him damn much.
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have a big quarrel before we slp.he said smtg that really hurt me.hurt till canot cry it out.very suffer.
can u care my feeling?can u think wat i want?do u ever think u're wrong too?i changed for u,but i get?try to think if i say those words to u wat u'll feel.i din blame u at all,but i get hurt.
last,i heart u always.