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Thursday, August 26, 2010

waiting for you ❤

Darl came back for few days last week.He wanna came back revision and i know he wanna see me.I did something that make me feel very regreted and guilty to him.I let him lost the study mood and he just acc me those days.I really very sorry about that.I wish he can pass all the subjects in final exam.

Well,i need to wait 10 days only can meet him again.I really miss him alot but this time i'll be patiently and wait him back..i dunwan make him can't study again.We can go travel after this 10 days and my sis will coming back for three weeks too..i really very excited with it ;D

I look to the calendar everyday..10 days seems like so short..but dunno why it very long for me.I really miss him like hell.Urggggg ><
I can feel that Dear love me more and more and treat me more and more good..so that i decided to be a good wife..hoho XP
I never love a guy deep as him.He changed me.I failed to let go for N times.He is the one i need.We're decreed by fate❤❤

Wednesday, August 18, 2010

lifey :)

Weeeee..darl purposely back ipoh pass my birthday with me last thursday and he have no class at friday..yahooooo~so that he can acc me more ^^
Darl plan to have a small celebration for me..but finally cancelled dy cause i cannot celebrate.Anyway..i still have a happy 18 birthday with him.How we pass that day?It was a SECRET XP
L.O.V.E


Gathering with my beloved babe saturday..xixi..i really like to chit chak with them.There have endless topics between us....and and and..my Leong Hok Yan give me a present that day.HoHo..

Tadahhhhhh~


it so cute right?thanks her for giving me this..she said want me smile always..hoho..sweet her.I put it in my room and see it everyday..haha..make me everyday also feel so miss her :$ sometimes feel like wanna tell them every sad things..but it just like already forget what i sad about when i meet them.Life being colourful because of them :)


Well,i have a new target for my life.I wanna study for pet groomed..but maybe need go kl for it.Hmmmm~mummy and darl must be very worry if i go so far for study.What should i do?I really dunno can how :'( Wish can study here. ><



Darl's Final exam coming,may not back for three weeks..really sad bout it.I really miss him so muchh..I want go find him but i scare i'll disturb him study.Sometimes i really feel wanna ask him dun care anything and just back to me.I know it so selfish and childish..but i really very suffer without him..but i just think it when i sad..i know i won't do it and won't let him do it.I'll just wait and wait and find a chance to meet him.Hope he fine there.I should be more mature.Should understand that we must sacrifice for our future.I never jealous others that how sweet they are because i know the way we love is different.❤

Monday, August 9, 2010

outing :)

OPSS..birthday coming but imma in sick for those days.Every years same.Sighhh~
Anyway,it not a big deal for me.As long as i still alive,i think it's enough for me.

Have my dinner with my Darl at Wong Kok last friday.WOOOW~there have many delicious foods and drinks there.Take a long time to think wat i wan order and darl was impatient of it :$

Going to dad's kennel on the next day.Damn like to go there cause there have many doggie.Weee~i really like dog much ;D
Sing K with Frens at night.Hmmm..actually supposed to have more peoples that night..T^T
Anyway..we still enjoy and have lot of fun there.Keep laugh and laugh there.Darl keep hug me there.Owhh~imma so obsessed with his hug.It so sweet for me even just hugging each other.

sweet kiss from him ❤


my kiss for him❤


Darl is singing Beside me❤


Go TONG SUI GAI have supper after sing K. After that go "long gai" with marcus and his gal :)
Back home around 4am++..Woots..long time didn't back home so late dy.What a happy day :D


Darl,I want sweet with u till the end.Till we both old and drop all the teeths.I dunwan argue with u,wanna stick with u all my life.❤

Sisters,miss u guys alot..hope can meet soon❤


Monday, August 2, 2010

AUGUST

Today was the second day of AUGUST.Wondering why time pass so fast.Birthday is coming..hope can pass with HIM and THEM.Unfortunately that i can't have a big celebration for my sweet 18 birthday.It's okay to me that can't celebrate..i aldy used with it.

Gathering with my besties last saturday,every saturday is the time for us to blah out our sadness or hapiness.I really enjoy with them..True and forever friends.We stay beside each other when the other one in trouble.Can cry front of them without feeling shame or embarrassed.Hmmm..there have many unhappy things happened recently..was heartache and worry alot when i saw my besties get hurt.Girl,I hope you'll be fine.

Many people keep asking me about wanna continue study or work.urggg~i really fed up with that.Anyway..i know my besties is worrying too..I just wanna rest and enjoy my holidays now and I'll give myself a limit.Don't worry,I won't forget my DREAM and lost myself.Sometimes maybe can't let go the chance that meet you all.Was just worrying can't gethering with u guys as i want.

LOVE,can make you happy but can hurt you deeply too.Everyone was afraid with it but obsessed with it.LOVE,need hold by two person.Don't simply say I LOVE YOU if you can't do it.