Secondhand Serenade-Your call

Life is a maze.We won't know what will happen in future.

What i want to do is try to cherish what i had now.
There have not much things happened recently,
but seem like i changed much in a short time.
I dunno what is the main cause make me changed.
Sometimes really fed up with my life.
I'm tired.

Well,will start my new life next month.
I wish everything will be fine.

I'm waiting for YOU, for your call.

i do love you much❤

darl's sem break+bla bla bla

Went to singapore+indonesia+johor while darl sem break.We have lot of fun there and Non-stop buying things.It really happy that can shopping everyday but very tired too. >.^

took it in ferry❤

it very tired that need to take bus and ferry to another place,but feel doesn't matter when darl beside me.We keep chat and play in the bus.It really memorable.

We stick together 24/7 in this three weeks..i really appreciate it.Maybe many things happened in this three weeks, happy. sad. fed up and disappointed.But we still love each other deeply.Darl always said that the way we love different with other people.Maybe that's true.I wonder why i can changed for a guy so much.Can't find out the reason why love him so deep or maybe there have no reason.

He need to leave me and back to kampar again.I didn't cry front of him,but i cry badly in the bottom of my heart.I wish he could stay here..i wish could hold him tight and dun let him leave when he said bye to me.I feel miss him from the moment he leave.I miss every moment with him.I really miss him badly.Keep telling myself must be tough.I dun wan him worry me and i know i can do it.Will be wait for the next sem break and travel again.


There have no one perfect in this world.Everyone have their weakness.True friends will not leave us because of those weakness.My sisss,i appreciate that we all still belongs together after many argument or other things.Distance was not a problem for us.Our heart will still gether.Sister forever❤

waiting for you ❤

Darl came back for few days last week.He wanna came back revision and i know he wanna see me.I did something that make me feel very regreted and guilty to him.I let him lost the study mood and he just acc me those days.I really very sorry about that.I wish he can pass all the subjects in final exam.

Well,i need to wait 10 days only can meet him again.I really miss him alot but this time i'll be patiently and wait him back..i dunwan make him can't study again.We can go travel after this 10 days and my sis will coming back for three weeks too..i really very excited with it ;D

I look to the calendar everyday..10 days seems like so short..but dunno why it very long for me.I really miss him like hell.Urggggg ><
I can feel that Dear love me more and more and treat me more and more good..so that i decided to be a good wife..hoho XP
I never love a guy deep as him.He changed me.I failed to let go for N times.He is the one i need.We're decreed by fate❤❤

lifey :)

Weeeee..darl purposely back ipoh pass my birthday with me last thursday and he have no class at friday..yahooooo~so that he can acc me more ^^

Darl plan to have a small celebration for me..but finally cancelled dy cause i cannot celebrate.Anyway..i still have a happy 18 birthday with him.How we pass that day?It was a SECRET XP

L.O.V.E

Gathering with my beloved babe saturday..xixi..i really like to chit chak with them.There have endless topics between us....and and and..my Leong Hok Yan give me a present that day.HoHo..

Tadahhhhhh~

it so cute right?thanks her for giving me this..she said want me smile always..hoho..sweet her.I put it in my room and see it everyday..haha..make me everyday also feel so miss her :$ sometimes feel like wanna tell them every sad things..but it just like already forget what i sad about when i meet them.Life being colourful because of them :)


Well,i have a new target for my life.I wanna study for pet groomed..but maybe need go kl for it.Hmmmm~mummy and darl must be very worry if i go so far for study.What should i do?I really dunno can how :'( Wish can study here. ><



Darl's Final exam coming,may not back for three weeks..really sad bout it.I really miss him so muchh..I want go find him but i scare i'll disturb him study.Sometimes i really feel wanna ask him dun care anything and just back to me.I know it so selfish and childish..but i really very suffer without him..but i just think it when i sad..i know i won't do it and won't let him do it.I'll just wait and wait and find a chance to meet him.Hope he fine there.I should be more mature.Should understand that we must sacrifice for our future.I never jealous others that how sweet they are because i know the way we love is different.❤

outing :)

OPSS..birthday coming but imma in sick for those days.Every years same.Sighhh~
Anyway,it not a big deal for me.As long as i still alive,i think it's enough for me.

Have my dinner with my Darl at Wong Kok last friday.WOOOW~there have many delicious foods and drinks there.Take a long time to think wat i wan order and darl was impatient of it :$

Going to dad's kennel on the next day.Damn like to go there cause there have many doggie.Weee~i really like dog much ;D
Sing K with Frens at night.Hmmm..actually supposed to have more peoples that night..T^T
Anyway..we still enjoy and have lot of fun there.Keep laugh and laugh there.Darl keep hug me there.Owhh~imma so obsessed with his hug.It so sweet for me even just hugging each other.

sweet kiss from him ❤

my kiss for him❤

Darl is singing Beside me❤

Go TONG SUI GAI have supper after sing K. After that go "long gai" with marcus and his gal :)
Back home around 4am++..Woots..long time didn't back home so late dy.What a happy day :D


Darl,I want sweet with u till the end.Till we both old and drop all the teeths.I dunwan argue with u,wanna stick with u all my life.❤

Sisters,miss u guys alot..hope can meet soon❤

AUGUST

Today was the second day of AUGUST.Wondering why time pass so fast.Birthday is coming..hope can pass with HIM and THEM.Unfortunately that i can't have a big celebration for my sweet 18 birthday.It's okay to me that can't celebrate..i aldy used with it.

Gathering with my besties last saturday,every saturday is the time for us to blah out our sadness or hapiness.I really enjoy with them..True and forever friends.We stay beside each other when the other one in trouble.Can cry front of them without feeling shame or embarrassed.Hmmm..there have many unhappy things happened recently..was heartache and worry alot when i saw my besties get hurt.Girl,I hope you'll be fine.

Many people keep asking me about wanna continue study or work.urggg~i really fed up with that.Anyway..i know my besties is worrying too..I just wanna rest and enjoy my holidays now and I'll give myself a limit.Don't worry,I won't forget my DREAM and lost myself.Sometimes maybe can't let go the chance that meet you all.Was just worrying can't gethering with u guys as i want.

LOVE,can make you happy but can hurt you deeply too.Everyone was afraid with it but obsessed with it.LOVE,need hold by two person.Don't simply say I LOVE YOU if you can't do it.

sick+trip

Ahaa~around 2 weeks++ din update blog dy..was freaking lazy and sometimes nothing let me update.My life is freaking bored at weekdays.Hmm~that's why i hope darling always here,so that i won't feel boring.

By the way,i gastric till gonna die last thursday.I think i eat too much that night.Was feel a little gastric before i sleep.I take no notice of it.Around 3am++,i pain till can't sleep and started vomit.It make me so suffer and i'm gonna cry.At 5am++,grandma saw me still vomiting there so she woke mummy up and ask mummy take me to hospital.I was freaking scare that need to overnight at hospital.Huuuu~Luckily they just give an injection.After that the nurse call me rest there for awhile.Back home and sleep after that.
Darling is coming back on the next day.Actually i dun wan let him know before he reach here,cause he will rush back for sure.but at last he know dy.He come and stay beside me for whole day.I feel better after saw him :) He back home and have dinner with his family at night,his dad ask him bring me go..but i'm in sick :'( I feel like less something when he is not around.Hmmm..but darling said he will come to acc me next morning.Actually i already feel better on saturday,but i still need to rest at home.Was planning go genting on Sunday with family..but i dunno either can go or not.I take care myself very well and sleep early that day so that i can go genting on sunday :)

Was so excited on sunday.Early in the morning i already woke up and prepare.hahas..Can't wait to go genting with darling^^
We out at 7am and go kampar take my bro and his girl friend.
We reach genting around 10am++..I go buy tickets with dear and cousins then started play at out door.yahoooo~

they have o much people today,but it seems like want rain ><

skipp~

took it when waiting for play games<3

after we play few games,it really rain..oh gosh man.Cold like hell.Hmm..we go indoor and go into BELIEVE IT OR NOT. darling was so interested to it. ;)
After that we have our lunch at MC'D with mummy them.We go outdoor again after finished meal.It still raining...HMMMM~
dear said wan to win somethings to me,he tried many times and use many money with it.I was very sweet but at the same time very heartache for the money ><>

skippp~

was back around 5pm.hmm..actually still have many games haven play,but rain.><
GOOD BYE genting~

Dear is worrying about me because of something.Maybe i really dun understand..but i really heart you so much and will just heart you more day by day.I dun like argue,I like to laugh with you.I just want a simple life with you.I just want to be with you.I promise will protect myself and avoid from DANGER.Thx for you caring and loving always.I will hug MOMO so tight every night.I HEART YOU,TAN KAH WENG.❤


ps:My sisters,i miss you guys alot ;)