Be mature

Time pass so fast.Today is the last day of june.Sometimes..i really scare bout it.I dunwan become old >< I hope can growth up faster when i'm still small but when i'm 18..i hope time can stop here.Everythings is PERFECT for me now..my lover,friendship,family and life.Can please just stay here?I scare i'll lose one of them one day.I'm afraid of death.I scare i can't be with all my beloved anymore.I really do love them very much.Feel so down sudddenly but i dunno why.My sista, i miss you guys alot now.I hope can chat with you guys now. :'(

Well..today i wait my man for WHOLE day..damn bored.I know he is very toilsome and stress there.Heartache to see him cannot sleep well because of the stress.I become more and more mature.I didn't complain anything while wait him.I know now is not the time to like a child complain anything and argue or blame him.I know he will hope to stay beside me 24 hours too if can.But we had to face the reality..he need to study and i know his dad want him to study hard there.I choose to be mature and understand him,choose to be more patient to wait him.As a wife,i should let him be relax when with me but not stress when with me.This is the best way to keep our relation till the end.

I will pray for your exam and presentation moro.GOOD LUCK
I miss you so damn much.I miss your hug.I miss your kisses❤
2 more days you will back to me :)

PASSED my car test :)

Yam cha with all my beloved on last saturday..wow..we have insufficient time to finish our topic.We're having less and less time to meet now.Everyone is busy for work and study..i hope can back to school time.We can chat everyday when school day :( I really miss them alot when i'm alone.
TRUE fren is hard to find..there are too many complicated people now,it's hard to know what they're thinking..i cherish my main frens-Hyan,Carmen,Milky,Nikkie and P.shan.I love you guys alot.

Well..i've passed my car test today.I was quite nervous before the test start.Thx god that i've passed.Dear purposely ask his fren to fetch him back from kampar and celebrate with me.SWEET one..he like care the result more than me and happy till cannot concentrate on study when i told him i passed.My sor dear..I really heart him more and more.THX for everythings.I really appreciate it.❤

L.O.V.E

Dear gave me a surprise on Friday.His class suppose end at 10.30am,but till 11am he also didn't text me.I was freaking worry him.It was too many accident now days and somemore his car have some problem.I try to be patient and wait till 11.30 then call him.He answered my call and i ask him where is him.He told me he already reached ipoh.I was damn surprise and happy when i knew it.Wait him come my home and have breakfast after that.Actually i said i want eat MC'D,but there was fulled.We decided go eat pizza at tesco cause dear need cut hair there.After order the meal dear leave me alone in pizza hut.><
After finished meal we go buy some fruits back home,coz i want make fruit juice for my dear :)
A aunty jump the queue when at the counter.IShhhh..so shui larrr ..bully me ><

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Dear bought a new dress for me on Saturday.Wuhoooo..i like it so damn much.Thx dear alot :*
Finally,we have breakfast at MC'D on this day.Heheee..i love FRENCH FRIEDS so muchh.
After that take my lovely AINO to repair.The flash light spoiled jor.I duno izit i drop it on the floor and spoiled it.I'm sorry..my pity AINO. :'(

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Having dinner with dear's family at nite.I was so nervous for something.URGG ><
Go watch The Karate Kid at 11.55pm.It was fulled.wow... o.O

i like the cup :)

HE is addicted on POKER now.Freaking moody bout it.Once i think bout it i'll feel so speechless and dunwan talk with him.Aikss..just let it bah.Hmmm..it better than addicted on other things.
Today was the second time i drop my tears when he leave.I'm sorry,i really can't control.
Oh Yea..i admit i'm so selfish when i'm in love.I dun like other gals disturb my boy except my close frens.I really hate it so much.Damn it!

Last, i love you no matter what happened.GUD LUCK for ur exam.I'll wait u back.<3

lazy to update my blog recently.Everythings like normal.Wait hubby for 4 days and enjoy my weekend with him.

I learn car again at last wed.I pass my car trial.Have some thing happened before i back,it make me lose all my confidence.I hate that uncle. :'(

Celebrate my bro's birthday last saturday.I surprise that i can settle all things without other ppl help me.weee :)
This is the 1st time i bring my boy friend home to meet my relative and there was damn many relative that day.I feel so nervous and i know my boy too.We keep busy bout buy things and prepare things.I feel so sorry for my frens,coz i no much time to acc them. :( Anyway that was a happy nite for me and my frens.^^

Dear have test this two weeks,heartache alot cause see him study till so late.I realise that i care his study too.Not only care him,but care his parents and our future too.Oh yea..i getting mature and mature with him.I try to dunwan mad with him because of no time acc me.I know he so tired after do revision.Try to let him relax after do revision so that won't feel toilsome. :)

We getting better and better.less quarrel,less feel moody and many.Feel happy with it.I never jealous other ppl cause how they sweet cause i know the way he love me is different.I won't compare u with others,i swear.ILY.<3

everything will be fine :)

Hmmm..one week din updated blog again.Damn lazy recently.There have many problems had to face recently..but now settle all dy.Finally can get my simple life back :)

Feel sorry that canot beside Hyan when her birthday.Hmm..but i think she have lot fun and surprise there with her new frens ^^

Hang with dear at friday.SUSHI again..god..we both like sushi damn much.weeee..i found my sushi kaki dy :D After sushi shopping with dear..enjoy the time with him.
Fetch my parents to take bus on sat.they had to out station for two weeks..Hmm..feel like so lonely when see they leave. :'(

Celebrate dear's b.day with his sweet family after that.Chat for a looong time with dear's family.I'm jst like a part of his family..feel warm with it :) Gave dear a small surprise after celebrate with his family.I hope he will happy wad i did for him.

Learn drive car again tis morning.This is the second time.Damn nervous when start,but after that i feel everythings is fine there.oh yeahh..i hope can get my car licence faster.I want fetch my dear^^

Feel like dunwan let dear leave me today.I dunno why..but just dunwan let him leave.Eventhough this is the N times he leave,but today really like want be more selfish and dun let him go.Gonna crazy for him.

There have some problems between us.But it all jst because we love each other toooo much.I know we can back like last time or better than last time.Time can change everythings and make us forget bout those sad things.I know the reason that u mad with me.I'll try my best to prove that what i said to you.Happy birthday to you my Only MAN.I love you with all my heart.<3